You're like a cancer the doctor could have fixed but never did, but you're like the answer for a constant question asking kid, somehow you make me more complete than the missing pieces, how I wish I could have formed you into a complete thesis...
Time makes the heart grow fonder but your time can hardly be squandered. Every second is a breath and there's not much air left. Every minute there's a death and not much life left. I'm begging in distress. I'm breaking I confess.
your eyes are open but a soul is closed
my disguise was broken what did it hold
dies often although its reborn in whole
a skies a coffin when your memories cold
when the thinkins gone the drinkin starts
i guess the art is deep within my heart
but the speech is wrong so my word farts
squeezing cheeks I creep playin my part
guess im not thinkin straight when i think about life
im thinkin about it more and i see where i wasnt right
curves can be dangerous without caution like a knife
reality cuts so deep you can see it through any light
my minds stirring lately
cant keep my head straight
like little bugs in my head
began a plan to impregnate
thoughts are salt to slugs
remarks are without love
twitches seem like shrugs
a disease within my blood
Some people wanna say my poems are emo or sappy or something, not saying anyone has said that but you know... seems more interesting this way, but my icon is a fucking heart on a black background with black swirls on it... THAT's fucking emo.
Havent been around much. These journals just faded away. We had some good times though. Remember? Geoff Rowley? Coincidencer? My bonk on the head? Our first day? I finally got a new job, I make fuckang race car parts! =D Its so awesome... I mean, im a noob and really its just putting lamination together but it shows promise for the future. I do get alot of good training from it though. My skating has been a secondary priority and has been going well also. Kickflips are lookin good and my 180 seems to be coming out a bit as well. I feel much more comfortable skating switch and also doing tricks off the front of the board more and more each day